Riddle

Inspired by Mr Bilbo Baggins and Gollum, who give each other riddles (in "The Hobbits"),
so I made this one for you to guess ;)

Following the same road
With people get in and out
Cannot close the eyes
Cannot think of something
Cannot think of nothing
Once those are disobeyed, wrong road is taken,
Or someone will be hit

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hmm.. it's not good enough to be a riddle, I think :p
na ja, at least I've tried..
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ok, here is the second riddle, one of Gollum's riddles to Mr Baggins:

A live without breath,
As cold as death;
Never thirsty, ever drinking,
All in mail never clinking.

do you know the answer? =)

Stupid Me

I've done something really really stupid.. stupid..stupid..stupid!!!!! :((

oh God.. what's wrong with me.. ;(

(I Don't Want) Everybody Hurts

When the day is long and the night, the night is yours alone,
When you're sure you've had enough of this life, well hang on.
Don't let yourself go, everybody cries and everybody hurts sometimes.

Sometimes everything is wrong. Now it's time to sing along.
When your day is night alone, (hold on, hold on)
If you feel like letting go, (hold on)
When you think you've had too much of this life, well hang on.

Everybody hurts. Take comfort in your friends.
Everybody hurts. Don't throw your hand. Oh, no. Don't throw your hand.
If you feel like you're alone, no, no, no, you are not alone

If you're on your own in this life, the days and nights are long,
When you think you've had too much of this life to hang on.

Well, everybody hurts sometimes,
Everybody cries. And everybody hurts sometimes.
And everybody hurts sometimes. So, hold on, hold on.
Hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on.
(Everybody hurts. You are not alone.)

- REM -

*i really didn't mean to hurt you, mom.. ;(*

Immer Unterwegs

We all know that Cancerian love their home and like to spend their time at home.
But I don't know why, somehow it doesn't work for me.
I've spent most of my time on the way, going from one place to another.

It began when I was in high school, the first school day I had to take the public transportation to go home.
The normal trip was around 1 hour.
Then it became longer when I went to college. It took almost 2 hours from the university to go home.
Frustrated? yes, of course. I always tried to find other faster route and thought how I could get home faster, but I found no solution. I was so hopeless until I know how many traffic lights I had to pass along the trip.

After the college, it became worse. To reach my working place means crossing the city from South to North, or even worse: going around following the city ring road. I spent 3-4 hours of my time every day sitting, standing or even sleeping in the bus.
And I did it for 3 years..

After those 3-years, I thought it won't happen again.
But now I think it will always happen to me.
At first it's "only" six-hour trip by train at least every 2-week.
Now it has increased to be 8 to 12-hour trip by car or train still at least every 2-week.
By plane? not yet. Hopefully it won't happen. I hope.
CAPEK juga ternyata lama2... *fiuhh*

*baru kerasa sekarang..*

drawbacks

have no direct specialization,
come from abroad,
and.... A WOMAN!

hhmmm...

And whither then? I cannot say..

One milestone has passed, another should be set.
It's the time to think again, what I want for my life and what I want to go for.
hmm...hmmm.. hmmmmm.... *thinking*

Damn! it's difficult somehow..
To define end of the new road or even to find the sign..

Really.. I cannot say.. :((

*helppppp....*