Suddenly today I feel very very tired.
Perhaps because last night I didn't sleep enough, or because of many things happened at the office..
Maybe both.
I'm tired because I have to work alone on this account reconciliation (since the last 8 months), everybody wants to avoid this, no one wants to work on it, and the guy from US always calls me and blablablablabla.. and I can't see the end.
I'm tired because it's always something wrong happened; the product color problem, the problem with nokia phone (but finally we found out that we just need to restart the phone to solve the problem -so it's not exactly a problem), documents which never complete, etc etc... Makes me wanna go out of this circle and work on others.
I'm tired because.. I don't know what else the reasons..
I'm just tired. Need to retreat for a moment..
Then I wanna go home. Just stay at home with mom, dad, and sis. Going nowhere, just at home.. Talking, laughing, listening to their stories..
Now I miss them.. ;(
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Monday, November 26, 2007
Stupid Me
I have a bad day today, and for sure also tomorrow and a couple days ahead.
I just realized that we (my boss and I) have given confirmation for the wrong color specification for the new product, and it's too late to fix everything up because all have been out of mass production now :((
It's not so bad like the whole red becomes black, but still..
The worse thing, the picture on the packaging is already the one with the right color...huaaa :((
I was so stupid.. I should be more careful and pay more attention to those little details.. *hiks*
The other bad thing is I even have no idea from where the supplier came up with that color! Since we (or at least I) never gave them that idea.. ggrrrr...
But still.. it is my fault too.. ;(
So what I've learnt?
1. detail detail details!
2. try to have good process! (it doesn't guarantee anything, but at least to avoid some bad situations)
3. hmm.. accept any consequences.. x-(
~home..i wanna go home..~
I just realized that we (my boss and I) have given confirmation for the wrong color specification for the new product, and it's too late to fix everything up because all have been out of mass production now :((
It's not so bad like the whole red becomes black, but still..
The worse thing, the picture on the packaging is already the one with the right color...huaaa :((
I was so stupid.. I should be more careful and pay more attention to those little details.. *hiks*
The other bad thing is I even have no idea from where the supplier came up with that color! Since we (or at least I) never gave them that idea.. ggrrrr...
But still.. it is my fault too.. ;(
So what I've learnt?
1. detail detail details!
2. try to have good process! (it doesn't guarantee anything, but at least to avoid some bad situations)
3. hmm.. accept any consequences.. x-(
~home..i wanna go home..~
Friday, November 23, 2007
Everything, Michael Buble
I really love this song.
It doesn't say about how perfect is your lover (like the song I commented before),
but it says something more..hmm.. I don't know how to explain it.. It's just different.. :p
Well, I prefer to have someone said that I'm valuable for her/him, than having someone said I'm so perfect.
Enjoy the song..
----- Everything - Michael Buble -----
You're a falling star, You're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.
And you play it coy, but it's kinda cute.
Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.
[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.
And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.
[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you,
You make me sing
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
'Cause you're my everything.
Yeah, yeah
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
*next year..promise, I will go to his concert! ;)*
It doesn't say about how perfect is your lover (like the song I commented before),
but it says something more..hmm.. I don't know how to explain it.. It's just different.. :p
Well, I prefer to have someone said that I'm valuable for her/him, than having someone said I'm so perfect.
Enjoy the song..
----- Everything - Michael Buble -----
You're a falling star, You're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.
And you play it coy, but it's kinda cute.
Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.
[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.
And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.
[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you,
You make me sing
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
'Cause you're my everything.
Yeah, yeah
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
*next year..promise, I will go to his concert! ;)*
Thursday, November 22, 2007
Sempurna?
Mumpung tangan lagi gatel, gak papa ya postingnya ada lebih dari satu dalam 1 hari?
Aku baru2 ini dengar dan lihat (eh, baca) lagu sempurna-nya andra & the backbone gara2 banyak (cewek terutama) yang suka sekali sama lagu ini.
Makanya jadi penasaran, kayak apa sih.
Ternyata yah begitu saja.
Kesan pertamaku, jauh sekali dari terbawa perasaan dan ikutan mendayu2.
Ini gara2 baca kalimat pertamanya, dan aku langsung ngangkat alis (tenang, alisku masih nempel.. cuman diangkat sebentar..).
Mana ada orang yg sempurna?
Mungkin pencipta lagunya menciptakan lagu ini pada saat dia sedang jatuh cinta.
Makanya semua terlihat sempurna ya?
Kalo kalimat2 yang lainnya boleh lah.
Tapi ngomong2, kalo dibaca2 lagi, apa hubungannya "sempurna" dengan hal2 lainnya yg dijabarkan penulisnya di dalam lirik lagu itu ya?
Agak2 gak mudeng ini soalnya..
Ada yg bisa membantu dgn imajinasinya mungkin?
Silakan disimak liriknya di bawah.
Kau begitu sempurna
Dimataku kau begitu indah
kau membuat diriku akan slalu memujamu
Disetiap langkahku
Kukan slalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa kubayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu
*Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa
Reff: Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Sempurna.. Sempurna..
Kau genggam tanganku
Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku
ps: dilarang menganggap serius pendapat yg saya kemukakan di atas! :p
Aku baru2 ini dengar dan lihat (eh, baca) lagu sempurna-nya andra & the backbone gara2 banyak (cewek terutama) yang suka sekali sama lagu ini.
Makanya jadi penasaran, kayak apa sih.
Ternyata yah begitu saja.
Kesan pertamaku, jauh sekali dari terbawa perasaan dan ikutan mendayu2.
Ini gara2 baca kalimat pertamanya, dan aku langsung ngangkat alis (tenang, alisku masih nempel.. cuman diangkat sebentar..).
Mana ada orang yg sempurna?
Mungkin pencipta lagunya menciptakan lagu ini pada saat dia sedang jatuh cinta.
Makanya semua terlihat sempurna ya?
Kalo kalimat2 yang lainnya boleh lah.
Tapi ngomong2, kalo dibaca2 lagi, apa hubungannya "sempurna" dengan hal2 lainnya yg dijabarkan penulisnya di dalam lirik lagu itu ya?
Agak2 gak mudeng ini soalnya..
Ada yg bisa membantu dgn imajinasinya mungkin?
Silakan disimak liriknya di bawah.
Kau begitu sempurna
Dimataku kau begitu indah
kau membuat diriku akan slalu memujamu
Disetiap langkahku
Kukan slalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa kubayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu
*Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa
Reff: Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Sempurna.. Sempurna..
Kau genggam tanganku
Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku
ps: dilarang menganggap serius pendapat yg saya kemukakan di atas! :p
Omongan Sableng
Tuhanku yang baik,
hari ini saya mengaku kalah deh sama Tuhan.
Iya, semalam saya sudah mikir dalem2,
kenapa ya selama ini setiap saya punya keinginan, selalu saja Tuhan iseng ngasih yg lain? (bukan yg saya inginkan)
Akhirnya setelah dipikir2, lebih baik saya mengaku kalah saja lah.
Lalu jadi orang yang gak punya keinginan.
Biar Tuhan gak bingung lagi mo ngasih yg mana.
Sekarang saya sudah tidak mau apa-apa lagi,
tidak mau berharap apa-apa lagi.
Karena sepertinya tidak berguna, kalau saya selalu berharap sesuatu untuk diri sendiri.
Saya inginkan A, Tuhan memberi B.
Saya inginkan B, Tuhan memberi C.
Nggak capek ya, Tuhan? Kan mesti mikir opsi byk banget tuh?
Itu buat saya doang lho. Belum yang lainnya. Kan manusia jumlahnya milyaran ya?
Makanya sekarang saya bantuin deh.
Saya gak inginkan apa-apa lagi.
Jadi Tuhan gak usah repot lagi milih yang mana yg pantas buat dikasih kan?
atau malah gak perlu ngasih2 lagi.
Tapi saya gak bermaksud bikin Tuhan marah lho,
Tuhan masih boleh kasih saya sesuatu kok.
Boleh kasih kerjaan, tugas, terserah deh.
Jadi saya sebagai panitia pelaksana saja.. gak perlu mikirin maunya seperti apa.
Saya janji gak akan protes deh.
Saya janji akan lebih memperhatikan apa yang orang lain butuhkan, bukan yang saya butuhkan.
Saya adalah nomor 2. Orang lain no 1.
hmm.. tapi kasih tau saya ya.. gimana cara melakukannya.
Kadang susah juga buat tau apa yang orang lain butuhkan lho, Tuhan.
Saya sih maunya mereka langsung ngomong: aku butuh ini, itu, dst.
Kan jadi saya gak kesusahan memenuhinya.
Daripada nebak-nebak, eh salah lagi hehe..
Makanya orang-orang, kalo ditanya mau apa, dijawab ya. Biar saya gak bingung nih.
Asal jangan keterlaluan aja permintaannya.. saya kan masih punya batas kemampuan..
Jadi, pada mau saya ngapain nih? atau mau minta dibawain apa?
hari ini saya mengaku kalah deh sama Tuhan.
Iya, semalam saya sudah mikir dalem2,
kenapa ya selama ini setiap saya punya keinginan, selalu saja Tuhan iseng ngasih yg lain? (bukan yg saya inginkan)
Akhirnya setelah dipikir2, lebih baik saya mengaku kalah saja lah.
Lalu jadi orang yang gak punya keinginan.
Biar Tuhan gak bingung lagi mo ngasih yg mana.
Sekarang saya sudah tidak mau apa-apa lagi,
tidak mau berharap apa-apa lagi.
Karena sepertinya tidak berguna, kalau saya selalu berharap sesuatu untuk diri sendiri.
Saya inginkan A, Tuhan memberi B.
Saya inginkan B, Tuhan memberi C.
Nggak capek ya, Tuhan? Kan mesti mikir opsi byk banget tuh?
Itu buat saya doang lho. Belum yang lainnya. Kan manusia jumlahnya milyaran ya?
Makanya sekarang saya bantuin deh.
Saya gak inginkan apa-apa lagi.
Jadi Tuhan gak usah repot lagi milih yang mana yg pantas buat dikasih kan?
atau malah gak perlu ngasih2 lagi.
Tapi saya gak bermaksud bikin Tuhan marah lho,
Tuhan masih boleh kasih saya sesuatu kok.
Boleh kasih kerjaan, tugas, terserah deh.
Jadi saya sebagai panitia pelaksana saja.. gak perlu mikirin maunya seperti apa.
Saya janji gak akan protes deh.
Saya janji akan lebih memperhatikan apa yang orang lain butuhkan, bukan yang saya butuhkan.
Saya adalah nomor 2. Orang lain no 1.
hmm.. tapi kasih tau saya ya.. gimana cara melakukannya.
Kadang susah juga buat tau apa yang orang lain butuhkan lho, Tuhan.
Saya sih maunya mereka langsung ngomong: aku butuh ini, itu, dst.
Kan jadi saya gak kesusahan memenuhinya.
Daripada nebak-nebak, eh salah lagi hehe..
Makanya orang-orang, kalo ditanya mau apa, dijawab ya. Biar saya gak bingung nih.
Asal jangan keterlaluan aja permintaannya.. saya kan masih punya batas kemampuan..
Jadi, pada mau saya ngapain nih? atau mau minta dibawain apa?
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Forgiven and Forgotten - part1
C: "Have you ever hurted someone?"
M: "Yes, of course. I think everybody ever did that, at least once in their life.. Whether or not they realized it."
C: "Ya, I know.. but how did you feel after that?"
M: "Hmm.. it depends.."
C: "Depends on what?"
M: "Well, it depends on the situation, the case, the people you hurt, or other things.."
C: "I don't get it. Could you just give me example, what you would feel after you hurt people..?"
M: "Ok. This is only a simple sample.. I have a friend, we're quite close at that time. One day we join the tour, and during the journey I found her looked ill. I knew she's really ill. But instead of accompanying her, I left her alone and went to other friends. She didn't say anything and so did I. Until someday I thought again about it, and I felt guilty. As we all know, a good friend should be there for the good and the bad times. And I wasn't a good friend for her. For other people, it looks like an important thing that no need to worry. But for me, I don't know why, sometimes the guilty feeling is still here, in my heart, and I can't forget or even erase it from my mind."
C: "Maybe it's because you haven't said sorry to her.."
M: "Yes, perhaps like that.. therefore I wouldn't know if I was forgiven."
C: "So, after you hurted your friend, you feel guilty. And next feeling is actually wanting to get her forgiveness. Why?"
M: "Maybe it's the key to release your guilty feeling? Because sometimes when I get forgiveness from other people, I feel released.. It's like no burden on you anymore; but most important is you won't feel that terrible feeling again."
C: "Feeling guilty is terrible?"
M: "It depends.. depends on the person.. :)"
C: "Okay, it seems nothing obsolute in this life, it's always "depends on..".."
M: "You will learn by yourself, don't worry.."
C: "But, do you always feel released everytime you're forgiven?"
M: "Often, yes. But you have to remember: when you're forgiven, it doesn't mean that you will suddenly forget the story, or forget that you ever hurted that person. Often you will still remember that. I don't know why, but it did happened to me."
C: "I see.. Perhaps it's because you have created a space of memory in your brain for that story. It's like you burn the files into CD or DVD without being able to erase them :)"
M: "Haha.. good illustration! =) It could possibly be like that, but I think someday we can forget it. It just needs some time.. to really get over it."
C: "It's similar when you hurt your body, isn't it? It takes time to recover the injury.."
M: "Yes, it's correct.. "
C: "I have another question..."
M: "It's already late, you should get up early tomorrow morning.. let's continue tomorrow, Okay?"
C: "Okayyy...! =)"
my imaginary conversation..
M: "Yes, of course. I think everybody ever did that, at least once in their life.. Whether or not they realized it."
C: "Ya, I know.. but how did you feel after that?"
M: "Hmm.. it depends.."
C: "Depends on what?"
M: "Well, it depends on the situation, the case, the people you hurt, or other things.."
C: "I don't get it. Could you just give me example, what you would feel after you hurt people..?"
M: "Ok. This is only a simple sample.. I have a friend, we're quite close at that time. One day we join the tour, and during the journey I found her looked ill. I knew she's really ill. But instead of accompanying her, I left her alone and went to other friends. She didn't say anything and so did I. Until someday I thought again about it, and I felt guilty. As we all know, a good friend should be there for the good and the bad times. And I wasn't a good friend for her. For other people, it looks like an important thing that no need to worry. But for me, I don't know why, sometimes the guilty feeling is still here, in my heart, and I can't forget or even erase it from my mind."
C: "Maybe it's because you haven't said sorry to her.."
M: "Yes, perhaps like that.. therefore I wouldn't know if I was forgiven."
C: "So, after you hurted your friend, you feel guilty. And next feeling is actually wanting to get her forgiveness. Why?"
M: "Maybe it's the key to release your guilty feeling? Because sometimes when I get forgiveness from other people, I feel released.. It's like no burden on you anymore; but most important is you won't feel that terrible feeling again."
C: "Feeling guilty is terrible?"
M: "It depends.. depends on the person.. :)"
C: "Okay, it seems nothing obsolute in this life, it's always "depends on..".."
M: "You will learn by yourself, don't worry.."
C: "But, do you always feel released everytime you're forgiven?"
M: "Often, yes. But you have to remember: when you're forgiven, it doesn't mean that you will suddenly forget the story, or forget that you ever hurted that person. Often you will still remember that. I don't know why, but it did happened to me."
C: "I see.. Perhaps it's because you have created a space of memory in your brain for that story. It's like you burn the files into CD or DVD without being able to erase them :)"
M: "Haha.. good illustration! =) It could possibly be like that, but I think someday we can forget it. It just needs some time.. to really get over it."
C: "It's similar when you hurt your body, isn't it? It takes time to recover the injury.."
M: "Yes, it's correct.. "
C: "I have another question..."
M: "It's already late, you should get up early tomorrow morning.. let's continue tomorrow, Okay?"
C: "Okayyy...! =)"
my imaginary conversation..
Saturday, November 10, 2007
Ngalor Ngidul
Seharian ini cuaca jelek banget. Ujan mulu dan mayan dingin. Musim dingin kyknya benar2 udah dateng.
Bangun jam 8 pagi (tanpa alarm donk.. *no wake-up alarm on weekend*) trus langsung keramas pake air dingin. Gara2 kemarin kehujanan, trus jd bikin gatel setengah mati. Mo keramas malem2, takut sakit. Ya udah deh, mendingin dibawa tidur dulu..
Ngomong2 soal keramas, ternyata gak jamin lho udara yg keliatan bersih gak ada polusi bisa bikin rambut bersih lebih lama. Tetep aja mesti keramas 2 hari sekali.
Dan paling sedih tiap kali keramas ngeliat rambutku berjatuhan ;( Lama2 bisa abis deh..
Makanya trus hari ini dicoba untuk keramas pakai air dingin. Siapa tau gampang rontok krn airnya terlalu panas. Atau mungkin krn hair dryer. Untung hari ini gak harus pergi pagi2, jadi rambut dibiarin aja kering sendiri. Bagus jg hasilnya.
Semalam masak spätzle, mie-nya org Jerman. Kirain Katrin mo makan setelah pulang kerja, tapi ternyata dia masih kenyang. Jadilah spätzle semalam menjadi menu sarapan pagi ini.
Ditemenin latte machiato bikinan sendiri, mayan lah.
Ada 3 pilihan hari ini. Pergi ke Bonn (berkunjung ke kel mbak Lisa - mas Chandra), ke Venlo (shopping bareng Stefi), atau ke kota lainnya (buat belanja).
Akhirnya teringat dgn Centro-nya Oberhausen yg terkenal itu. Tempat mana lagi yg memungkinkan berbelanja dgn nyaman di saat cuaca buruk? =)
Jadilah aku pergi ke sana. Kurang lebih 1,5 jam sekali jalan. Mayan juga.
Begitu melewati pintu masuk, woww.. gede banget mall nya.. rame pula. Makin jalan ke dalam, lho kok gak nemu2 ujungnya? Wahhh gile, ini sih buka gede banget, tapi gede abis!
Akhirnya nemu jg mall segede mall kelapa gading (1+2+3) di sini :D
Katanya sih ini mall terbesar di Eropa.. hmm.. ada sekitar 200 toko di situ.
Total tingkatnya cuman 2, tapi memanjang ke belakang.
Boleh banget lah buat tempat belanja dikala cuaca buruk. :)
Setelah kurang lebih 3 jam keluar masuk toko, akhirnya dpt jg bbrp barang. Sayangnya ga ada satupun yg buat aku sendiri :p tp gpp kok. Diusahakan utk selalu fokus setiap kali berbelanja. Kalau bisa cari yg memang mau dicari saja. Atau yg dibutuhkan saja. Penting itu.. ;)
anyway..
Ada beberapa hal yg sempat terekam hari ini:
Starbuck merajai perkopian di mall Centro itu. Sampai ada 2 gerai, dan terlihat byk yang beli. Termasuk 2 org oma (aku duga umurnya di atas 70 tahun) yg lg jalan sambil asyik menyeruput dari gelas kertas starbucknya pakai sedotan..
Agak menarik juga ngeliatnya, krn pada umumnya org tua - org tua di sini lebih suka duduk2 di kafe backery sambil minum kopi dari cangkir sambil ngobrol2 dan nyantai2..
Dah bosen kali ya? Dan pingin nyobain sesuatu yg baru..
Ngeliat baju2 bayi itu berbahaya. Lucu2 banget.. dan jd pingin punya bayi hehe.. (tapi bayi bule yg ganteng atau manis ya :p)
Ngomong2 soal bayi atau anak,
kalo kita ngeliat bayi bule, pasti selalu terlihat lebih lucu dibandingin bayi asia. Tapi katanya Xiang, org bule itu malah kebalikannya juga lho. Mereka melihat bayi asia lebih lucu drpd bayi bule. Nah lho. Emang kadang apa yg dimiliki org lain terlihat lebih bagus ya?
Eh iya, gara2 sering ngeliat bayi/anak hasil kawin campur, akhirnya jd dapet kesimpulan. Gak tau bener apa enggak ya. Kalo ibunya asia dan bapaknya eropa, anaknya bakal terlihat lebih asia. Kalo sebaliknya, anaknya bakal terlihat lebih bule.
Nah, yg blum nemu itu kalo bapaknya bule dan ibunya afrika. Apa berlaku jg spt asia-eropa?
Soalnya, seringan ngeliat bapaknya afrika dan ibunya bule.. anaknya ternyata tetap terlihat lebih afrika..
Hmm.. eh, Boris Becker itu dulu istrinya afrika jg kok ya. Anaknya terlihat lebih afrika.
Jadi khusus utk afrika, mau ce apa co, tetap aja menang ya gen nya.. gile juga.
Kalo dipikir2 Tuhan emang adil ya..
Di kereta menuju Duisburg, aku duduk di dekat seorang ibu dgn 2 anaknya (ce dan co). Anak ceweknya ini ternyata baru belajar membaca. Aku duga umurnya kira2 6 taunan..
Menarik jg ternyata mendengar cara anak Jerman mencoba membaca kata2 bhs Jerman termasuk pengucapan dan desis2nya.
Di kereta mo pulang, dr Oberhausen ke Duisburg, aku liat cowok (mayan ganteng lah) sama 2 temennya. Penampilan ok. Keliatan masih remaja. Kyknya umurnya sekitar 20an (ga sampe 25 rasanya). Pake anting di kiri, cincin gede dr logam kyk cincin kawin perak di jari tengah tangan kiri, plus jam tangan di kiri juga. Dan pake kawat gigi. Lengkap atas bawah. :) Cool.
Di stasiun Duisburg, pas lg nunggu kereta berikutnya, liat cowok ganteng lagi (ternyata byk jg ya cowok ganteng di sini hehe), lagi duduk di ruang tunggu. Namunnn...
kok cowok di sebelahnya merebahkan kepalanya ke bahu cowo itu ya? hmmm...
Aku gak perhatiin lagi sih, cuman kadang2 aja masih ngelirik.. penasaran abisnya hehe..
Benar saja.. pas kereta di peron sebelah datang, ternyata salah satu dr cowok2 itu mau naek kereta itu. Dan terjadilah hugging and kissing between two men :P :P
Agak2 jg ngeliatnya. Dan kyknya orang2 di sini jg ngeliatnya masih agak2.
Maklum, di sini bukan di Hamburg.
Sayang banget ya. dua2nya ganteng lho padahal..
Ya udah deh. Dah cukup ngalor ngidulnya. Dah tinggl 5 Watt matanya..
Bangun jam 8 pagi (tanpa alarm donk.. *no wake-up alarm on weekend*) trus langsung keramas pake air dingin. Gara2 kemarin kehujanan, trus jd bikin gatel setengah mati. Mo keramas malem2, takut sakit. Ya udah deh, mendingin dibawa tidur dulu..
Ngomong2 soal keramas, ternyata gak jamin lho udara yg keliatan bersih gak ada polusi bisa bikin rambut bersih lebih lama. Tetep aja mesti keramas 2 hari sekali.
Dan paling sedih tiap kali keramas ngeliat rambutku berjatuhan ;( Lama2 bisa abis deh..
Makanya trus hari ini dicoba untuk keramas pakai air dingin. Siapa tau gampang rontok krn airnya terlalu panas. Atau mungkin krn hair dryer. Untung hari ini gak harus pergi pagi2, jadi rambut dibiarin aja kering sendiri. Bagus jg hasilnya.
Semalam masak spätzle, mie-nya org Jerman. Kirain Katrin mo makan setelah pulang kerja, tapi ternyata dia masih kenyang. Jadilah spätzle semalam menjadi menu sarapan pagi ini.
Ditemenin latte machiato bikinan sendiri, mayan lah.
Ada 3 pilihan hari ini. Pergi ke Bonn (berkunjung ke kel mbak Lisa - mas Chandra), ke Venlo (shopping bareng Stefi), atau ke kota lainnya (buat belanja).
Akhirnya teringat dgn Centro-nya Oberhausen yg terkenal itu. Tempat mana lagi yg memungkinkan berbelanja dgn nyaman di saat cuaca buruk? =)
Jadilah aku pergi ke sana. Kurang lebih 1,5 jam sekali jalan. Mayan juga.
Begitu melewati pintu masuk, woww.. gede banget mall nya.. rame pula. Makin jalan ke dalam, lho kok gak nemu2 ujungnya? Wahhh gile, ini sih buka gede banget, tapi gede abis!
Akhirnya nemu jg mall segede mall kelapa gading (1+2+3) di sini :D
Katanya sih ini mall terbesar di Eropa.. hmm.. ada sekitar 200 toko di situ.
Total tingkatnya cuman 2, tapi memanjang ke belakang.
Boleh banget lah buat tempat belanja dikala cuaca buruk. :)
Setelah kurang lebih 3 jam keluar masuk toko, akhirnya dpt jg bbrp barang. Sayangnya ga ada satupun yg buat aku sendiri :p tp gpp kok. Diusahakan utk selalu fokus setiap kali berbelanja. Kalau bisa cari yg memang mau dicari saja. Atau yg dibutuhkan saja. Penting itu.. ;)
anyway..
Ada beberapa hal yg sempat terekam hari ini:
Starbuck merajai perkopian di mall Centro itu. Sampai ada 2 gerai, dan terlihat byk yang beli. Termasuk 2 org oma (aku duga umurnya di atas 70 tahun) yg lg jalan sambil asyik menyeruput dari gelas kertas starbucknya pakai sedotan..
Agak menarik juga ngeliatnya, krn pada umumnya org tua - org tua di sini lebih suka duduk2 di kafe backery sambil minum kopi dari cangkir sambil ngobrol2 dan nyantai2..
Dah bosen kali ya? Dan pingin nyobain sesuatu yg baru..
Ngeliat baju2 bayi itu berbahaya. Lucu2 banget.. dan jd pingin punya bayi hehe.. (tapi bayi bule yg ganteng atau manis ya :p)
Ngomong2 soal bayi atau anak,
kalo kita ngeliat bayi bule, pasti selalu terlihat lebih lucu dibandingin bayi asia. Tapi katanya Xiang, org bule itu malah kebalikannya juga lho. Mereka melihat bayi asia lebih lucu drpd bayi bule. Nah lho. Emang kadang apa yg dimiliki org lain terlihat lebih bagus ya?
Eh iya, gara2 sering ngeliat bayi/anak hasil kawin campur, akhirnya jd dapet kesimpulan. Gak tau bener apa enggak ya. Kalo ibunya asia dan bapaknya eropa, anaknya bakal terlihat lebih asia. Kalo sebaliknya, anaknya bakal terlihat lebih bule.
Nah, yg blum nemu itu kalo bapaknya bule dan ibunya afrika. Apa berlaku jg spt asia-eropa?
Soalnya, seringan ngeliat bapaknya afrika dan ibunya bule.. anaknya ternyata tetap terlihat lebih afrika..
Hmm.. eh, Boris Becker itu dulu istrinya afrika jg kok ya. Anaknya terlihat lebih afrika.
Jadi khusus utk afrika, mau ce apa co, tetap aja menang ya gen nya.. gile juga.
Kalo dipikir2 Tuhan emang adil ya..
Di kereta menuju Duisburg, aku duduk di dekat seorang ibu dgn 2 anaknya (ce dan co). Anak ceweknya ini ternyata baru belajar membaca. Aku duga umurnya kira2 6 taunan..
Menarik jg ternyata mendengar cara anak Jerman mencoba membaca kata2 bhs Jerman termasuk pengucapan dan desis2nya.
Di kereta mo pulang, dr Oberhausen ke Duisburg, aku liat cowok (mayan ganteng lah) sama 2 temennya. Penampilan ok. Keliatan masih remaja. Kyknya umurnya sekitar 20an (ga sampe 25 rasanya). Pake anting di kiri, cincin gede dr logam kyk cincin kawin perak di jari tengah tangan kiri, plus jam tangan di kiri juga. Dan pake kawat gigi. Lengkap atas bawah. :) Cool.
Di stasiun Duisburg, pas lg nunggu kereta berikutnya, liat cowok ganteng lagi (ternyata byk jg ya cowok ganteng di sini hehe), lagi duduk di ruang tunggu. Namunnn...
kok cowok di sebelahnya merebahkan kepalanya ke bahu cowo itu ya? hmmm...
Aku gak perhatiin lagi sih, cuman kadang2 aja masih ngelirik.. penasaran abisnya hehe..
Benar saja.. pas kereta di peron sebelah datang, ternyata salah satu dr cowok2 itu mau naek kereta itu. Dan terjadilah hugging and kissing between two men :P :P
Agak2 jg ngeliatnya. Dan kyknya orang2 di sini jg ngeliatnya masih agak2.
Maklum, di sini bukan di Hamburg.
Sayang banget ya. dua2nya ganteng lho padahal..
Ya udah deh. Dah cukup ngalor ngidulnya. Dah tinggl 5 Watt matanya..
Thursday, November 08, 2007
Kenapa Judulnya "Iris" ya?
And I'd give up forever to touch you Cause I know that you feel me somehow You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be And I don't want to go home right now And all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life Cause sooner or later it's over I just don't want to miss you tonight And I don't want the world to see me Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming Or the moment of truth in your lies When everything seems like the movies Yeah you bleed just to know your alive And I don't want the world to see me Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am..
Goo Goo Dolls, Iris.
Goo Goo Dolls, Iris.
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
Takut
Pernah gak kamu takut dgn masa depan kamu?
Aku memang bukan seorang pemberani,
atau seseorang yg tau dan yakin dgn keinginan dan cita2nya,
masa bodoh org lain mau mengerti atau tidak.
Aku ternyata bukan seperti itu..
dan skrg aku takut. Benar2 takut.
Bagaimana kalau masa depan itu tidak ada?
Bagaimana kalau semua usaha tidak berguna?
Takut.. benar2 takut.. ;(
Gak ada yg bisa dilakukan kecuali mulai belajar menguatkan diri sendiri.
Kalau waktunya ternyata tiba, semoga saja saat itu aku sudah tidak takut lagi..
*hiks.. maap postingannya lg gak karuan..*
Aku memang bukan seorang pemberani,
atau seseorang yg tau dan yakin dgn keinginan dan cita2nya,
masa bodoh org lain mau mengerti atau tidak.
Aku ternyata bukan seperti itu..
dan skrg aku takut. Benar2 takut.
Bagaimana kalau masa depan itu tidak ada?
Bagaimana kalau semua usaha tidak berguna?
Takut.. benar2 takut.. ;(
Gak ada yg bisa dilakukan kecuali mulai belajar menguatkan diri sendiri.
Kalau waktunya ternyata tiba, semoga saja saat itu aku sudah tidak takut lagi..
*hiks.. maap postingannya lg gak karuan..*
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