Today is the first day I have to work alone.
Alone to take care of those projects and other little little things.. :( *glek*
I cannot describe how I feel.. campur aduk.. excited, tapi jg kadang ga pede, seneng banyak kerjaan tapi sekaligus pusing (I've screamed several times today, until my colleague next door asked me what happened.. :p)..
Anyway, it's exhausted.
Tried to re-create a manual without having the sample on my hand.. an almost impossible job I have to do. Checked this and that, confirmed this and that, everyone wanted to have fast reply and answers..
Moreover, started from today I will use German more often.. I have no choice.. it's the part that made me "semriwing"..
But I think I could survive.. Thanks to my boss, who already informed the man whom I spoke with, that he should speak slowly.. so I could understand what he's saying.. :p Thanks also to LEO, without it I will need longer time to write those emails (although sometimes it just makes me more confused since there are so many different words to describe one word.. - which one should I choose?)
Hmm.. out of these things, I feel that I will walk alone.
Huaa.. I know this day will come.
I just hope that I have enough confidence to do all these things.
Maybe I should return to be someone Sotong ever knew more than 10 years ago.. simple-tough-positive-supportive-confidence young girl, so I will be able to go through this part of my life easily.
The difference is, at that time the young girl knew what she wanted: to get an almost impossible thing for her. And she made it.
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