Sesuai janji, hari ini pulang kantor langsung cabut bareng Alex ke.. apa itu namanya ya tempat tinggalnya kuda-kuda? Istal? stable? *waduh, kok tau-tau lupa begini ya..*
Jadi ceritanya hari ini Alex mengundang gue untuk menunggangi salah satu kuda - eh, poninya..
Seru kan.. Gue jg pikir bakal seru banget, karena seumur2 baru dua kali nunggang kuda.
Namun apa daya, yang ternyata terjadi adalah lebih dari seru.. Baru pertama kali dateng dah langsung dapet kenang-kenangan.. KAKI GUE DIINJEK ANAK KUDA!! *ampun deh.. gue cuman bisa meringis sambil tertawa pasrah..*
Jadi begini ceritanya.
Begitu sampe tempat kuda2 itu, pertama yg dilakukan adalah ganti baju.. ganti baju yg jelek biar gak nyesel kalo kotor dan bau (+kalo sepatu nginjak pup-nya kuda)..
Ok, baju dah siap..
Abis ganti baju, keliling-keliling menyapa semua kuda.. *serius, ini beneran lho.. gue serasa dibawa berkeliling kampung sama bu RT buat kenalan sama anggota kampungnya.. :p*
Pertama kita datengin kandang yg berisi 3 kuda cewek, 1 ibu dan 2 anak ceweknya. Namanya: Missy, Joy, dan May. Semuanya kudanya si Alex. Begitu liat Alex, langsung menunjukkan muka kelaparan minta makan..
Setelah Alex memperkenalkan gue ke 3 kuda itu, kita lanjut ke tempat berikutnya.
Kali ini bukan kandang, tapi lapangan rumput mayan luas yg dibatasi pagar (bhs Indonesianya apa ya? duh, kok gue skrg beneran jd lupa macem2 gini sih.. moga2 aja otak gue ga kenapa2..).
Di dalamnya, isinya semua kuda cowok.. ada 5 atau lebih.. *lupa*
Ngeri-ngeri takut, akhirnya ikutan masuk deh gue. Itu pup-nya..gile.. dimana-mana.. Terpaksa mesti berani maju terus menerjang pup :(
Satu-satu kuda itu dateng mendekat.. akhirnya, kenalan deh.. Ada Rusty.. (si kuda poni umur 25 taun), Magic (item gede banget), Odin (kuda putih item gede banget juga, yg rambut ekor sama rambut kepalanya dibuat kepang banyak banget sama yg punya hehehe), sama sapa lagi ya.. dah lupa aku.
Selesai di tempat cowok2, gantian berkunjung ke tempat anak2..
Jangan dikira anak kuda itu kayak anak kecil ya. Imut sih emang.. tapi tetep aja segede bagong biarpun baru 1 taun umurnya.. dan parahnya, masih blum bisa bedain gue orang apa kuda..!! Buktinya, sok deket-deket sama gue.. dan dengan tenangnya nginjek kaki kanan gueeeee...!!! huaaaaaa!!! :((
Gila tuh kuda.. ada kali lebih dari 5 detik kaki gue dibawah kakinya dia.. Saking takjubnya gara-gara ga pernah diinjek sama kuda sebelumnya, gue sampe ga bisa teriak.. meringis pasrah gitu doang..sambil bingung gimana ngasih tau si kuda kalo dia nginjek kaki gue.. kacrut bener deh si kuda..
Langsung deh berdenyut-denyut kaki gue.. untung sok kuat, jadi gue yakin aja gak papa hehe..
Dan abis itu langsung cabut keluar pagar.. daripada terjadi lagi hal-hal yang tidak diinginkan..
Selesai ber-hai2, dimulai lah ritual kerjaan si Alex tiap sore..
Ternyata miara kuda itu penuh dengan kerja keras lho. Gak gampang..
Mo tau mesti ngapain aja?
Besok lagi deh gue cerita.. mo bobok dulu.. dah malem..
eh, btw kenapa ya orang2 kebanyakan bilang: dah malem, kalo mo bobok or mo cabut..
kan emang dah pada tau semua kalo udah malam.. masak dah pagi?
kenapa gak: dah ngantuk.. ?
kan orang mo bobok krn dah ngantuk mestinya.. bukan krn dah malam..
ya udah lah, jd sakit perut gue.. :(
*kebanyakan minum teh ternyata tidak baik buat perut..*
Monday, June 30, 2008
Gini nih kalo ga ada kerjaan..
Mimpi aneh..
Satu temen gue yg baru baca blog gue ini langsung kasih komentar kayak gini:
„blog lu kok sedih amat sih bek?“ *sambil tertawa garing menampakkan giginya.. – tentu saja di ym*
Ya udah, mulai sekarang gue cerita garing-garing juga deh, biar bikin yg baca tambah pusing hehehe..
Nih cerita mimpi gue (lagi)..
Sampe sekarang masih suka heran, kenapa gue suka mimpi aneh-aneh.
Ini cerita mimpi semalam.
1. Adek sepupu gue dan ranjangnya.
Kayaknya adek sepupu gue yg skrg lagi au-pair di jerman, mo tinggal bareng bude gue yg skrg lagi di jogja. Trus bude gue dah punya 1 ranjang lipat, nempel di tembok. Gak ngerti gimana, tuh tembok dijebol, bolong tepat di samping tempat tidur buat adek gue itu.
Trus ada kakak sepupu gue (anaknya bude gue) bilang gini: nah skrg kan lebih bagus, ranjangnya bisa diakses dari sebelah sini (sebelah tembok yg dibolongin itu).
Gue: …???
2. Tim sepak bola di lantai atas.
Ini lucu lagi. Gue serasa lagi di gedung gede, ada beberapa lantai, dan tengah2nya ruangan luas.
Kayak mal-mal di jakarta itu lah.
Nah, di lantai atas (lupa lantai berapa), ada bbrp orang pake baju bolanya Jerman, gayanya kayak lagi maen bola. (lha, mo maen bola kok di dalam gedung?? :-\)
Salah satunya si kacrut.
Dan gue bisa liat, si kacrut pake cincin rosario gue.. (gue jg bingung, kok gue bisa liat tangannya.. pdhl kyknya gue lg di bawah deh, ngeliat ke atas.. *namanya juga mimpi*)
Gue kaget, eh ngeliat ke jari gue.. lho kok?! Ada cincin di jari gue, tapi cincin gede gitu gue ga pernah liat..
3. Gue jadi baby sitter??!!
Ini paling aneh.
Gue kyknya jadi baby sitter anaknya temen – eh, bekas ttm-nya si kacrut. Asli, gue ga pernah ketemu sama nih orang.. apalagi sama suami dan anaknya.
Anaknya cewek, manis deh.. imut gitu. Gue suka sama nih anak.
Ceritanya lagi mo pergi kemana gitu, naek mobil. Eh pas gue naikin nih anak ke mobil, (bonyoknya dah di mobil duluan), tau2 gue ditinggal!!
Gue: bengong.
Trus ternyata disamperin balik. Tapi yg nyamperin pake sepeda.. boncengan deh kita.
Nah, selama boncengan itu (gue ga inget jg sih gimana boncengannya.. abis seinget gue yg jemput ada 2 orang gitu..), gue ngelewatin byk kawinan2.. Iya, kawinan2.. eh, pelaminan2 lengkap dengan pengantin2nya..
Aneh banget deh.. gak ngerti gue..
Jgn2 efek kecapean en pegel2 gara2 berenang dan nonton Jerman maen bola jelek banget..
Atau gara-gara kebanyakan nelen air kaporit?
Temen gue yg gue ceritain soal mimpi ini cuman bilang gini:
“lu kyknya beneran stress deh.”
Padahal kayaknya gue cukup enjoy dengan hidup gue akhir-akhir ini (biarpun enjoy jatuh bangun sambil nungging-nungging..)
yah, moga-moga aja gue ga jadi gila beneran lama2.. hehe..
dah ah, cabut dulu.. mo diajak berkuda sama temen kantor.. =) *asik2*
ditunggu ya cerita petualangan berikutnya.. : gue dan kuda :D
Satu temen gue yg baru baca blog gue ini langsung kasih komentar kayak gini:
„blog lu kok sedih amat sih bek?“ *sambil tertawa garing menampakkan giginya.. – tentu saja di ym*
Ya udah, mulai sekarang gue cerita garing-garing juga deh, biar bikin yg baca tambah pusing hehehe..
Nih cerita mimpi gue (lagi)..
Sampe sekarang masih suka heran, kenapa gue suka mimpi aneh-aneh.
Ini cerita mimpi semalam.
1. Adek sepupu gue dan ranjangnya.
Kayaknya adek sepupu gue yg skrg lagi au-pair di jerman, mo tinggal bareng bude gue yg skrg lagi di jogja. Trus bude gue dah punya 1 ranjang lipat, nempel di tembok. Gak ngerti gimana, tuh tembok dijebol, bolong tepat di samping tempat tidur buat adek gue itu.
Trus ada kakak sepupu gue (anaknya bude gue) bilang gini: nah skrg kan lebih bagus, ranjangnya bisa diakses dari sebelah sini (sebelah tembok yg dibolongin itu).
Gue: …???
2. Tim sepak bola di lantai atas.
Ini lucu lagi. Gue serasa lagi di gedung gede, ada beberapa lantai, dan tengah2nya ruangan luas.
Kayak mal-mal di jakarta itu lah.
Nah, di lantai atas (lupa lantai berapa), ada bbrp orang pake baju bolanya Jerman, gayanya kayak lagi maen bola. (lha, mo maen bola kok di dalam gedung?? :-\)
Salah satunya si kacrut.
Dan gue bisa liat, si kacrut pake cincin rosario gue.. (gue jg bingung, kok gue bisa liat tangannya.. pdhl kyknya gue lg di bawah deh, ngeliat ke atas.. *namanya juga mimpi*)
Gue kaget, eh ngeliat ke jari gue.. lho kok?! Ada cincin di jari gue, tapi cincin gede gitu gue ga pernah liat..
3. Gue jadi baby sitter??!!
Ini paling aneh.
Gue kyknya jadi baby sitter anaknya temen – eh, bekas ttm-nya si kacrut. Asli, gue ga pernah ketemu sama nih orang.. apalagi sama suami dan anaknya.
Anaknya cewek, manis deh.. imut gitu. Gue suka sama nih anak.
Ceritanya lagi mo pergi kemana gitu, naek mobil. Eh pas gue naikin nih anak ke mobil, (bonyoknya dah di mobil duluan), tau2 gue ditinggal!!
Gue: bengong.
Trus ternyata disamperin balik. Tapi yg nyamperin pake sepeda.. boncengan deh kita.
Nah, selama boncengan itu (gue ga inget jg sih gimana boncengannya.. abis seinget gue yg jemput ada 2 orang gitu..), gue ngelewatin byk kawinan2.. Iya, kawinan2.. eh, pelaminan2 lengkap dengan pengantin2nya..
Aneh banget deh.. gak ngerti gue..
Jgn2 efek kecapean en pegel2 gara2 berenang dan nonton Jerman maen bola jelek banget..
Atau gara-gara kebanyakan nelen air kaporit?
Temen gue yg gue ceritain soal mimpi ini cuman bilang gini:
“lu kyknya beneran stress deh.”
Padahal kayaknya gue cukup enjoy dengan hidup gue akhir-akhir ini (biarpun enjoy jatuh bangun sambil nungging-nungging..)
yah, moga-moga aja gue ga jadi gila beneran lama2.. hehe..
dah ah, cabut dulu.. mo diajak berkuda sama temen kantor.. =) *asik2*
ditunggu ya cerita petualangan berikutnya.. : gue dan kuda :D
Gak penting banget..
Sikon: Lagi bosan maksimum.
Posisi: di kantor.
Gak tau mo ngerjain apaan.. antara emang ga ada kerjaan, atau bingung aja apa yang bisa dikerjain. Makin lama emang makin bikin gak semangat aja nih kantor.
Anyway,
Kemaren sore gue coba berenang lagi. Berarti ini kali kedua gue berenang.
Sengaja cari waktu jam 7-8 malem, dengan perkiraan pasti sepi gara-gara 1 kota pada nonton bola semuanya. Ternyata perkiraan tepat sekali. Senangnya..
Pertama, nyoba berenang di kolam 90 cm.. yoi, 90 cm! Dah gak pake acara malu2 segala deh, masa bodo.. Untungnya emang nyaris kosong tuh kolam (sempet jg cuman gue sendiri di kolam itu :p)..
Ngapain di kolam cetek?
Pinginnya sih belajar dari awal lagi.. mencoba meluncur dan gerakin kaki dgn benar.. namun apa daya, yang ada akhirnya selama hampir 1 jam malah meluncur-luncur dan menyelam-nyelam.. :p
Seru jg, gara-gara cetek jadi ga takut menyelam-nyelam.. dah ga kebayang berapa liter air yg ketelen.. Tapi secara keseluruhan, hasilnya mengecewakan.
Meluncur miring mulu. Nyoba kakinya gaya katak atau gaya bebas yang ada tenggelam mulu.
Akhirnya memutuskan untuk pindah ke kolam senang-senang, alias kolam arus yang dalamnya 1,35 m.
Berbekal swim noodle, akhirnya nyeburlah gue di kolam arus.
Gak tau kenapa, kok tau-tau jadi lebih berani nyelem2 ya. Mungkin gara-gara tadi dah nyelem2 mulu di kolam cetek.
Dan akhirnya oh akhirnya.. bisa juga gaya katak secara penuh! (tapi masih pake swim noodle di bawah ketiak hehe). Maksudnya penuh tuh, tangan sama kaki dah bisa bergerak bareng.. plus dah bisa nyelem and ambil napas.. dan yg paling penting: bisa bergerak maju hehe.. *eh, tp ga tau jg deng, mungkin jg pengaruh arus jg ada, jd bisa maju dgn mudah*
Ya gak tau lah, yang penting dah ada kemajuan.. dan dikit2 dah makin pede di air.. :)
Senengnya.. berhasil juga ngatasin trauma dari 25 taun yg lalu.. *lama bener yak..*
Cabut dari kolam jam 8 malem, eh uang 1 Euro gue ketinggalan di tempat ganti baju :( sial deh.. padahal dah di-eman2 khusus buat ngunci loker.
Sampe rumah tepat jam 9 kurang seperempat, pas bola-nya mulai maen.
Si Katrin ga ada, ga tau nonton dimana tuh anak. Akhirnya nonton sendirian deh.
Wah, mengecewakan sekali.. ampe males nontonnya. Jelek gitu kok bisa jadi partai final. Heran.
Akhirnya, menit ke 70an, gue matiin aja tuh tivi. Bikin bete dan tidak menghibur.. mendingan tidur...
Dah ah.. kerja lagi dulu.
eh tapi skrg laper lagi..
*moral of the story: maju terus pantang mundur, kalo mo coba sesuatu..*
Posisi: di kantor.
Gak tau mo ngerjain apaan.. antara emang ga ada kerjaan, atau bingung aja apa yang bisa dikerjain. Makin lama emang makin bikin gak semangat aja nih kantor.
Anyway,
Kemaren sore gue coba berenang lagi. Berarti ini kali kedua gue berenang.
Sengaja cari waktu jam 7-8 malem, dengan perkiraan pasti sepi gara-gara 1 kota pada nonton bola semuanya. Ternyata perkiraan tepat sekali. Senangnya..
Pertama, nyoba berenang di kolam 90 cm.. yoi, 90 cm! Dah gak pake acara malu2 segala deh, masa bodo.. Untungnya emang nyaris kosong tuh kolam (sempet jg cuman gue sendiri di kolam itu :p)..
Ngapain di kolam cetek?
Pinginnya sih belajar dari awal lagi.. mencoba meluncur dan gerakin kaki dgn benar.. namun apa daya, yang ada akhirnya selama hampir 1 jam malah meluncur-luncur dan menyelam-nyelam.. :p
Seru jg, gara-gara cetek jadi ga takut menyelam-nyelam.. dah ga kebayang berapa liter air yg ketelen.. Tapi secara keseluruhan, hasilnya mengecewakan.
Meluncur miring mulu. Nyoba kakinya gaya katak atau gaya bebas yang ada tenggelam mulu.
Akhirnya memutuskan untuk pindah ke kolam senang-senang, alias kolam arus yang dalamnya 1,35 m.
Berbekal swim noodle, akhirnya nyeburlah gue di kolam arus.
Gak tau kenapa, kok tau-tau jadi lebih berani nyelem2 ya. Mungkin gara-gara tadi dah nyelem2 mulu di kolam cetek.
Dan akhirnya oh akhirnya.. bisa juga gaya katak secara penuh! (tapi masih pake swim noodle di bawah ketiak hehe). Maksudnya penuh tuh, tangan sama kaki dah bisa bergerak bareng.. plus dah bisa nyelem and ambil napas.. dan yg paling penting: bisa bergerak maju hehe.. *eh, tp ga tau jg deng, mungkin jg pengaruh arus jg ada, jd bisa maju dgn mudah*
Ya gak tau lah, yang penting dah ada kemajuan.. dan dikit2 dah makin pede di air.. :)
Senengnya.. berhasil juga ngatasin trauma dari 25 taun yg lalu.. *lama bener yak..*
Cabut dari kolam jam 8 malem, eh uang 1 Euro gue ketinggalan di tempat ganti baju :( sial deh.. padahal dah di-eman2 khusus buat ngunci loker.
Sampe rumah tepat jam 9 kurang seperempat, pas bola-nya mulai maen.
Si Katrin ga ada, ga tau nonton dimana tuh anak. Akhirnya nonton sendirian deh.
Wah, mengecewakan sekali.. ampe males nontonnya. Jelek gitu kok bisa jadi partai final. Heran.
Akhirnya, menit ke 70an, gue matiin aja tuh tivi. Bikin bete dan tidak menghibur.. mendingan tidur...
Dah ah.. kerja lagi dulu.
eh tapi skrg laper lagi..
*moral of the story: maju terus pantang mundur, kalo mo coba sesuatu..*
Friday, June 27, 2008
Even the baby elephant can swim..
I've decided to learn swimming by myself. No other choice, and what I only need is self confidence.
Today is my first experience to go swimming alone. Yes, alone.. although I know I cannot swim, but no time to think too much.. Every time I feel scare, I will always remember the scene on movie Earth: the baby elephant's swimming..!! God.. even the baby elephant can swim... then I should be able to swim also.. *tekadku* =P
It's really good that I can borrow the swimming noodle or swimming board for free, but it's still not easy to swim correctly. As a result, sometimes my feet did the frog style (breaststroke?), sometimes they did free style..
While my hands? they're confused.. haha..
But slowly, I can use my hands to move.. really move forward.. although only 2-3 meters huehehehe :P
It's tired, mann.. x-p
Na ja..it's not bad for a beginner like me.. I know I'll be able to really swim someday.. it's just a matter of time.. (meaning: more practise, practise, and practise.. ;) )
Tetap semangat!
*giat berlatih dan minum milo setiap hari..!*
Today is my first experience to go swimming alone. Yes, alone.. although I know I cannot swim, but no time to think too much.. Every time I feel scare, I will always remember the scene on movie Earth: the baby elephant's swimming..!! God.. even the baby elephant can swim... then I should be able to swim also.. *tekadku* =P
It's really good that I can borrow the swimming noodle or swimming board for free, but it's still not easy to swim correctly. As a result, sometimes my feet did the frog style (breaststroke?), sometimes they did free style..
While my hands? they're confused.. haha..
But slowly, I can use my hands to move.. really move forward.. although only 2-3 meters huehehehe :P
It's tired, mann.. x-p
Na ja..it's not bad for a beginner like me.. I know I'll be able to really swim someday.. it's just a matter of time.. (meaning: more practise, practise, and practise.. ;) )
Tetap semangat!
*giat berlatih dan minum milo setiap hari..!*
Monday, June 23, 2008
A pray
Dear God,
I believe that everything happened because it's what You want.
You have your own reason, that we sometimes couldn't understand.
I believe You made and will only make good things for us,
through the bad things and through all pains.
Please keep us always trust You,
during difficult times,
during the sick and pain,
for this faith we only have,
that You will only do the best for us.
Please protect and take care my father,
for I believe You love him also,
and will not leave him alone,
especially during this time.
I can't do anything here, God..
I can only pray.
But I trust You,
that You will not let us down.
*berjuang ya bapakku sayang.. *
I believe that everything happened because it's what You want.
You have your own reason, that we sometimes couldn't understand.
I believe You made and will only make good things for us,
through the bad things and through all pains.
Please keep us always trust You,
during difficult times,
during the sick and pain,
for this faith we only have,
that You will only do the best for us.
Please protect and take care my father,
for I believe You love him also,
and will not leave him alone,
especially during this time.
I can't do anything here, God..
I can only pray.
But I trust You,
that You will not let us down.
*berjuang ya bapakku sayang.. *
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Questions
"Why?"
Lately I said it often, to everybody and to myself.
I remember someone said, "when you stop asking something, then at that time you actually stop learning".
Good to know that I'm still and always learning.
Good for my brain also.
But, most of my questions are either stupid, weird, normal, abnormal, or whatever you might call it.
For example,
why I often get diare, why (most) women (at least here) shave their legs, why I couldn't swim and no one could (and would like to) teach me, why I like to travel and visit my friends but rarely they want to visit me, why I'm here, why I'm different, why I got all these problems, why people change 180°, why I still have love, why I don't hate people, why I don't do revenge, why people get married, why people are jelous, why I like to shop, why I should care about my body, why I want to learn swimming, why I want to go from this place, why people leave me, why I often have a need to tell people of something, why I love Hamburg, why I love him, why I always like to accompany people, why they call me, why they give me a chance, why they don't care about me, why I shouldn't care of other, why he/she treats me differently, why people do/don't do infidelity, why people want to have children, why people want to have many things, why people see themselves like having nothing or so poor but actually they have enough, why I don't think too much about the money and material things, why all these things happened to me, why I couldn't have a normal life, why I don't know what I desire most, why I don't know what I want to achieve, why I don't know what she/he wants, why people expect other to behave and have everything that suit to their ideal expectation, why I never think to have people follow what I want, why people like to have others around to support them, why people need other to encourage them to do something, why I couldn't inspire myself, and many other whys..
Then, why-questions are sometimes followed by what/how - questions.
Such as,
what I want for my life, what is my life purpose, what I want to achieve, what people expect me, what he/she wants, etc.
Sometimes I find the answers, sometimes I couldn't.
And every day there's always new question.
Maybe until I die, some of those questions are still unanswered.
Lately I said it often, to everybody and to myself.
I remember someone said, "when you stop asking something, then at that time you actually stop learning".
Good to know that I'm still and always learning.
Good for my brain also.
But, most of my questions are either stupid, weird, normal, abnormal, or whatever you might call it.
For example,
why I often get diare, why (most) women (at least here) shave their legs, why I couldn't swim and no one could (and would like to) teach me, why I like to travel and visit my friends but rarely they want to visit me, why I'm here, why I'm different, why I got all these problems, why people change 180°, why I still have love, why I don't hate people, why I don't do revenge, why people get married, why people are jelous, why I like to shop, why I should care about my body, why I want to learn swimming, why I want to go from this place, why people leave me, why I often have a need to tell people of something, why I love Hamburg, why I love him, why I always like to accompany people, why they call me, why they give me a chance, why they don't care about me, why I shouldn't care of other, why he/she treats me differently, why people do/don't do infidelity, why people want to have children, why people want to have many things, why people see themselves like having nothing or so poor but actually they have enough, why I don't think too much about the money and material things, why all these things happened to me, why I couldn't have a normal life, why I don't know what I desire most, why I don't know what I want to achieve, why I don't know what she/he wants, why people expect other to behave and have everything that suit to their ideal expectation, why I never think to have people follow what I want, why people like to have others around to support them, why people need other to encourage them to do something, why I couldn't inspire myself, and many other whys..
Then, why-questions are sometimes followed by what/how - questions.
Such as,
what I want for my life, what is my life purpose, what I want to achieve, what people expect me, what he/she wants, etc.
Sometimes I find the answers, sometimes I couldn't.
And every day there's always new question.
Maybe until I die, some of those questions are still unanswered.
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Tekanan Darah Rendah
Salah satu hal penting yg nyaris terlupakan.
Padahal akhir-akhir ini sudah mulai memikirkan dan melaksanakan bagaimana caranya menghargai tubuh secara lebih baik.
Selain masalah diare, aku hampir lupa kalau kadang punya masalah dengan tekanan darah. Kata ibu dulu, tiap orang punya ukurannya masing-masing. Ada orang yg tekanan darah normalnya di atas rata-rata, ada yang di bawah rata-rata. Nah, aku termasuk yg di bawah rata-rata itu.
Baru ingat soal tekanan darah ini gara-gara tadi pas lagi di bis, tiba-tiba ngerasa gak enak. Pusing, mual, pingin muntah, semuanya deh.. (untung gak sampai keringat dingin).
Mungkin gara-gara aku duduk hadap belakang dan sambil baca..
Trus langsung ingat.. wah, mungkin tekanan darahnya ngedrop!
Berbekal pengetahuan seadanya dan yg masih diingat, bbrp aksi sbg pertolongan pertama pun dilakukan:
1. tekanan darah rendah berarti kurang oksigen: Langsung lah aku ambil napas dalam berkali-kali (kan ambil napas = ambil oksigen hehehe.. :p)
2. mungkin ini gara-gara duduk hadap belakang dan sambil baca: Langsung hadap depan dan masukin bacaan.
3. masih tetep agak2 kliyengan dan mual biarpun dah turun bus: coba jalan-jalan sambil cari makanan yang asin-asin (otakku masak langsung mikir chips.. aneh banget deh - tp otakku pinter, langsung otomatis mengidentifikasi: asin --> chips :p). Akhirnya malah beli pizza.. (mayan lah ada asin2nya dikit).
4. sampe rumah masih kerasa gak enak, tau2 ngantuk berat, dan kepala nyut2an: ngeteh atau ngopi (sambil browsing internet, cari tau tentang ngatasi tekanan darah yg tau-tau ngedrop).
Pas nulis ini, keadaan masih di no 4. Kita liat nanti, bener gak prosedur p3k-nya hehe..
Sapa tau ada yg punya pengalaman mirip, jd bisa berguna.
Tar kalo salah, aku benerin deh postingannya..
Padahal akhir-akhir ini sudah mulai memikirkan dan melaksanakan bagaimana caranya menghargai tubuh secara lebih baik.
Selain masalah diare, aku hampir lupa kalau kadang punya masalah dengan tekanan darah. Kata ibu dulu, tiap orang punya ukurannya masing-masing. Ada orang yg tekanan darah normalnya di atas rata-rata, ada yang di bawah rata-rata. Nah, aku termasuk yg di bawah rata-rata itu.
Baru ingat soal tekanan darah ini gara-gara tadi pas lagi di bis, tiba-tiba ngerasa gak enak. Pusing, mual, pingin muntah, semuanya deh.. (untung gak sampai keringat dingin).
Mungkin gara-gara aku duduk hadap belakang dan sambil baca..
Trus langsung ingat.. wah, mungkin tekanan darahnya ngedrop!
Berbekal pengetahuan seadanya dan yg masih diingat, bbrp aksi sbg pertolongan pertama pun dilakukan:
1. tekanan darah rendah berarti kurang oksigen: Langsung lah aku ambil napas dalam berkali-kali (kan ambil napas = ambil oksigen hehehe.. :p)
2. mungkin ini gara-gara duduk hadap belakang dan sambil baca: Langsung hadap depan dan masukin bacaan.
3. masih tetep agak2 kliyengan dan mual biarpun dah turun bus: coba jalan-jalan sambil cari makanan yang asin-asin (otakku masak langsung mikir chips.. aneh banget deh - tp otakku pinter, langsung otomatis mengidentifikasi: asin --> chips :p). Akhirnya malah beli pizza.. (mayan lah ada asin2nya dikit).
4. sampe rumah masih kerasa gak enak, tau2 ngantuk berat, dan kepala nyut2an: ngeteh atau ngopi (sambil browsing internet, cari tau tentang ngatasi tekanan darah yg tau-tau ngedrop).
Pas nulis ini, keadaan masih di no 4. Kita liat nanti, bener gak prosedur p3k-nya hehe..
Sapa tau ada yg punya pengalaman mirip, jd bisa berguna.
Tar kalo salah, aku benerin deh postingannya..
Sunday, June 08, 2008
Go Travelling!
I'm back.
(Well, actually since last Saturday.. and I wrote this post also few days ago. But.. you know..)
There are so many things I really want to write, about all things had happened, and thoughts had came up during the journey. I'll write about them in separate postings.
Anyway, if you travel often, you know that every journey will bring you new and different knowledge, experience and thoughts.
During sitting on the train, waiting for the bus, friends, or train (again), you will have so much time to think. Think about anything. Think about your life, your friends, your family, your beloved ones, your planning, anything..
You will also meet many people you never met before, and if you're smart enough, you can learn new things from them.
Then you will feel content. You will feel your life is growing.
OK, enough.
I just want to say, go travelling while you still have time! =)
(Well, actually since last Saturday.. and I wrote this post also few days ago. But.. you know..)
There are so many things I really want to write, about all things had happened, and thoughts had came up during the journey. I'll write about them in separate postings.
Anyway, if you travel often, you know that every journey will bring you new and different knowledge, experience and thoughts.
During sitting on the train, waiting for the bus, friends, or train (again), you will have so much time to think. Think about anything. Think about your life, your friends, your family, your beloved ones, your planning, anything..
You will also meet many people you never met before, and if you're smart enough, you can learn new things from them.
Then you will feel content. You will feel your life is growing.
OK, enough.
I just want to say, go travelling while you still have time! =)
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
Wish me luck..
Byk banget kerjaan hari ini, gak sempet nyiap2in lagi.
Dan tau2 tinta printer abis.
Gila.
Itu printer gak kasih warning jauh2 hari sebelumnya.
Untung yg penting2 udah aku print.
Byk yg belum disiapin.
Panik?
wah, udah lewat.
apa namanya kalo udah lewatin panik?
pasrah?
yak, tepat sekali.
just do it.
stay positive.
no matter what will happen.
besok dan besoknya lagi, aku bakal pergi perang ceritanya.
sendirian.
doain ya?
spy boleh tetep idup.
"trusting that He will make all things right, if i surrender to His will"
Dan tau2 tinta printer abis.
Gila.
Itu printer gak kasih warning jauh2 hari sebelumnya.
Untung yg penting2 udah aku print.
Byk yg belum disiapin.
Panik?
wah, udah lewat.
apa namanya kalo udah lewatin panik?
pasrah?
yak, tepat sekali.
just do it.
stay positive.
no matter what will happen.
besok dan besoknya lagi, aku bakal pergi perang ceritanya.
sendirian.
doain ya?
spy boleh tetep idup.
"trusting that He will make all things right, if i surrender to His will"
Sunday, June 01, 2008
To understand things that cannot be understood
We could never really know what will happen, what we will feel, and what is going on in our life.
I started this weekend with an irritating phone talk with mum.
I know, I love her. But sometimes I need my own space, my own time to be alone.
My mood didn't get any better when - I forget already how many times - that feeling came again.
Have you ever felt like you know something's going on out there with someone you feel attached, without knowing what it is and why you feel it?
You just feel..hmm.. how to say.. uneasy feeling in your heart. Something that makes you feel irritated, and you couldn't know what and why.
I often feel it sometimes.. it's annoying when you really need a good mood for your day.
Sometimes this feeling comes when someone's trying to hide something from me..
Hmm.. I really don't understand about this kind of feeling.
I just hope that I'm not going crazy.
Anyway, at the end of the day, I could learn something from it.
Perhaps, all I just need to do is trying to understand it as it is.
That I shouldn't feel annoyed because of it, and just understand what's probably going on out there with the person that I feel irritated, without have or want to know exactly what happened..
It's like: ok.. you could do whatever you want to do.. and I understand..
Perhaps it will help me to overcome this feeling when it comes again.
Sometimes everything is difficult to understand,
so the only thing you could do perhaps just to understand those things that cannot be understood..
I started this weekend with an irritating phone talk with mum.
I know, I love her. But sometimes I need my own space, my own time to be alone.
My mood didn't get any better when - I forget already how many times - that feeling came again.
Have you ever felt like you know something's going on out there with someone you feel attached, without knowing what it is and why you feel it?
You just feel..hmm.. how to say.. uneasy feeling in your heart. Something that makes you feel irritated, and you couldn't know what and why.
I often feel it sometimes.. it's annoying when you really need a good mood for your day.
Sometimes this feeling comes when someone's trying to hide something from me..
Hmm.. I really don't understand about this kind of feeling.
I just hope that I'm not going crazy.
Anyway, at the end of the day, I could learn something from it.
Perhaps, all I just need to do is trying to understand it as it is.
That I shouldn't feel annoyed because of it, and just understand what's probably going on out there with the person that I feel irritated, without have or want to know exactly what happened..
It's like: ok.. you could do whatever you want to do.. and I understand..
Perhaps it will help me to overcome this feeling when it comes again.
Sometimes everything is difficult to understand,
so the only thing you could do perhaps just to understand those things that cannot be understood..
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