Questions

"Why?"

Lately I said it often, to everybody and to myself.

I remember someone said, "when you stop asking something, then at that time you actually stop learning".

Good to know that I'm still and always learning.

Good for my brain also.

But, most of my questions are either stupid, weird, normal, abnormal, or whatever you might call it.
For example,
why I often get diare, why (most) women (at least here) shave their legs, why I couldn't swim and no one could (and would like to) teach me, why I like to travel and visit my friends but rarely they want to visit me, why I'm here, why I'm different, why I got all these problems, why people change 180°, why I still have love, why I don't hate people, why I don't do revenge, why people get married, why people are jelous, why I like to shop, why I should care about my body, why I want to learn swimming, why I want to go from this place, why people leave me, why I often have a need to tell people of something, why I love Hamburg, why I love him, why I always like to accompany people, why they call me, why they give me a chance, why they don't care about me, why I shouldn't care of other, why he/she treats me differently, why people do/don't do infidelity, why people want to have children, why people want to have many things, why people see themselves like having nothing or so poor but actually they have enough, why I don't think too much about the money and material things, why all these things happened to me, why I couldn't have a normal life, why I don't know what I desire most, why I don't know what I want to achieve, why I don't know what she/he wants, why people expect other to behave and have everything that suit to their ideal expectation, why I never think to have people follow what I want, why people like to have others around to support them, why people need other to encourage them to do something, why I couldn't inspire myself, and many other whys..

Then, why-questions are sometimes followed by what/how - questions.
Such as,
what I want for my life, what is my life purpose, what I want to achieve, what people expect me, what he/she wants, etc.

Sometimes I find the answers, sometimes I couldn't.
And every day there's always new question.
Maybe until I die, some of those questions are still unanswered.