When there is no energy left..

Fiuhh..
Sometimes I have no idea how I could still stand for this job so far.
Wanna cry, every time I remember this and that things I should do, work on, finish, plan, think, etc.. before end of the year. And that means before end of next year - or well, before I take the plane to Jakarta.


Just today for instance (a week before Christmas), I get a new deadline which was decided out of the blue *whatsoever*: to have all existing order migrated into the new order structure until end of Q1-11. *nothing to understand here* That means.. I've only 2 months + a couple of days to plan, go to the countries, explain, give the training, etc .. fiuhhh..
It's my mistake I think. Now I know that particular people cannot (or don't have guts to) make decision. So next time I'll decide - well, of course with a better preparation/planning before.


Next year is going to be a tough one (again.. oh well, perhaps never I will have one easy year..).


ANyway...
I'm totally kaputt now. I'm afraid these crazy days plus some minutes at noon being outside without my jacket (yes, they locked the meeting room already when I got back from other meeting :( ) will bring no good for the body..
BUT
I don't want to get ill. Not now please.
Tomorrow is going to be a loooooong day. Should be at the office before 8 am, and directly go to the year-end party in the evening.. and yup.. will be a long night.


hmmmm... x-(