I'm Tired..

I'm tired. Really tired.
Tired of you, tired of myself, tired of us, tired of all things around us. 
Tired of all thinking, those which were wrong, those which were right, those which hurt, those which once made happy, and those which made us sad.
Tired of all the words, all the talks, what should be and what shouldn't be.
Tired of all the hopes, and the give ups.


I'm just tired. Really tired.
Tired of all these things.
Really.


Can we just stop here, stop talking about and analyze the past?
Can we just forgive, forgive ourself and yourself?
Can we just live for today, and not for yesterday and tomorrow?
Can we just live for ourselves, really live our life, and not the others'?


I've decided to stop.
Stop talking and thinking about the past, about those difficult years, about us, about you, about all what we've done, about why and what if.
It's because I'm tired now. Really tired.


Perhaps that's my most honest reason, why I finally decided to quit.
May He forgives me for what I've done..