Not proud of myself

I'm really not proud of myself now,
not being able to save a lot after some years of working..
spent too much on things which are not necessary..
though sometimes I like to give others.. - which I don't regret it.
It's just.. it's like, it's now the time where I really wish I could have saved enough
to pay for that expensive German driving license, for instance..
and to prepare for my life ahead (well, I wouldn't be always like this and being here, wouldn't I?)


*sigh*


*2nd time for me to feel really sad about not having enough money - after a few years ago where I knew that I couldn't afford myself to study in TU Delft because of the cost..*

Come Home..

I'm just thinking. A man who's always travelling is perhaps a man who's trying to find his home. He's just trying to find the way home. 
And perhaps that's what I'm doing right now. I'm looking for my way home.
And where is it? I don't know..

Small Routines

.. wish I could pick you up.." he said.


Suddenly I remember small routines that I've missed for a long long long time and never realized that.
Small small routines..
hmm..
I do miss many things.

Hmm... why tired..

Just realized that I wrote similar or same topics on my latest postings. Hmm. I hope I'm not tired with my life. That's not what I want. Well, perhaps sometimes in your life you will always have this period where what you can only feel is tired, tired, and tired. 


Nevermind..