Wednesday, May 16, 2007

You never know

Last night when I was laying on my bed, somehow the thought of life and death came across my mind.
I was thinking, what if someday I find out that I will only have little time to live because of something..
What will happen when I know that I will only have 1 week, 1 month or 1 year to live?
It's scary, I know..
When it comes, I really wish I will have Mother Mary or my guardian Angel there, so it would not be so lonely.
But no one knows what will be faced and who will be there.. that's only my imagination.

Suddenly I realized I'm not good enough to be seen by Mother Mary.
And at the same time I remembered that I couldn't find my rosary.
I don't know why, everytime I lay down on the bed I remember about my rosary and I need to find it. But when I get up, I forget it.. :(
This morning I've tried to search in my room, but I couldn't find it. Hopefully I don't lose it..

One of our collegue has been in hospital for a week, and this morning we wanted to send him a card and a book about cars (he loves cars).
But then we received the news that he has died last night..

3 comments:

Dodol Surodol said...

Turut berduka cita.

Unknown said...

If you know somehow you will live forever, is that what we really want? I am not sure.

"I would prefer just a kiss rather than living forever without love." somewhere from one of my favorite movie, City of Angel'.

Leben als ob es kein mehr Morgen.

cobek said...

to kom: agree.
remember yesterday, live for today and dream for tomorrow =)