I don't know why Bryan Adam's song, I'll always be right there, is always in my head. Especially every time I feel alone (not lonely), it's just coming then I start humming... Never remember all the lyrics, but the first sentence would be enough: "I swear to you, I will always be there for you, there's nothing I won't do.." I don't know, I just like it and feel peaceful. Strange though.
In our life, we must ever have some time where we feel like living alone, or we do live alone. I know that for many people, it is almost impossible to have that situation - means, they cannot live apart from their family, friends, or the ones they love. But sometimes we don't have any choices. It's like a training, how you learn to rely on yourself (and God - of course, for I still believe he's everywhere and so he's there also even when you're alone), and not to depend on other people.. or more, not to attach to other.
I learn that being alone means also sometimes making distance. Particularly if you've experienced how attachment (to the other people) really could bring no good for your own life, then you create the line. And from time to time you try not to cross that line again, or you'll get hurt (or afraid to get hurt)..
hmmm.. I wish I know when to cross that line and when not to do that.
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