To understand things that cannot be understood

We could never really know what will happen, what we will feel, and what is going on in our life.

I started this weekend with an irritating phone talk with mum.
I know, I love her. But sometimes I need my own space, my own time to be alone.
My mood didn't get any better when - I forget already how many times - that feeling came again.
Have you ever felt like you know something's going on out there with someone you feel attached, without knowing what it is and why you feel it?
You just feel..hmm.. how to say.. uneasy feeling in your heart. Something that makes you feel irritated, and you couldn't know what and why.
I often feel it sometimes.. it's annoying when you really need a good mood for your day.
Sometimes this feeling comes when someone's trying to hide something from me..
Hmm.. I really don't understand about this kind of feeling.
I just hope that I'm not going crazy.

Anyway, at the end of the day, I could learn something from it.
Perhaps, all I just need to do is trying to understand it as it is.
That I shouldn't feel annoyed because of it, and just understand what's probably going on out there with the person that I feel irritated, without have or want to know exactly what happened..
It's like: ok.. you could do whatever you want to do.. and I understand..
Perhaps it will help me to overcome this feeling when it comes again.

Sometimes everything is difficult to understand,
so the only thing you could do perhaps just to understand those things that cannot be understood..