Living in a real world

Not everybody aware that he/she is living in reality.
But once you realize that you cannot control everything around you, your works, your relationship, your family, and also your future life, then you will find the world around you is real.
And suddenly you will hate them all. Hate your works, your partner, your family, and your life.
But at the same time you will realize that you can do nothing. This is the real world you are living. You cannot escape unless you kill yourself.. =)

*gini nih kalo mesti mulai suatu kerjaan dari tengah2, nerusin kerjaan org lain.. pusing.*

tambahan:
dan pada saat kita tau ga bisa berbuat apa2, kadang cuman bisa diem atau nangis.
plus tau2 kerasa sakit kepala sebelah, kyk skrg ini. *duh, ini knp leherku*